I am wrecked with disbelief once again. The scores of black and brown bodies continue to increase. I have tried to turn my eyes from the carnage because to focus on it hurts too much. While I do did not know you personally the struggle for justice and equality or some semblance of it courses through the fiber of everything I am. My silence has not been because I did not care but the pain has been numbing if nothing else.As a Christian I have my faith to lean on and prayers to comfort me but regardless of how much I pray the landscape of a racist world continues to ring in my head. The fear as a black person on this earth is real and palpable. The fact that an African American woman (Sandra Bland) was killed in police custody after being detained for a minor traffic violation proves to me that NONE of us are safe. My multiple degrees, finally tailored suit, expensive luxury vehicle can’t save me from being profiled assaulted and killed by a servant of the people (police officer) At the end of the day when most of them see me all they see is a person of no value based on my skin color. When you do not value something you will have no desire or regard to treat it with dignity and respect. I can no longer look for acceptance in a world that is so hell bent on authority that it can’t see my humanity. I ache for those that have died at the hands of those that did not and do not value the lives of my black and brown brothers and sisters. We have given police the authority to kill and abuse those that they are sworn to protect without any retribution. Racism and police violence is not an United States issue it is a world issue. The same things are happening to black and brown men and women in various cities of the world.
Many try to bring up the issue of black on black crime when police violence and murder becomes the topic of conversation. When this is said what these people are saying but not understanding that they are blaming the victims of oppression for their oppression. Yes black on black violence is an atrocity but we have to stop looking at the surface and cause of the oppression. We must stop this process of eating our own. The issues are not the same.
I can remember in maybe the fourth or fifth grade "officer friendly" came to my classroom to talk about being a good citizen --- not take candy from strangers. However, who would have ever thought that "officer friendly" is the main person I have to fear. It is no longer the stranger walking down the street but the blue and white flashing lights that pull up behind you on the leisurely drive across town. That badge and gun seems to give some police this ultimate power of authority that must be obeyed or you may be in serious jeopardy of losing your freedom or life.